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[27 Oct 2025|05:41pm] [ mood | whatever-ness ] sorry all you non-livejournalers..but after this entry, it looks like i'm gonna have to leave my open journal and make it friends only. 'til next time... 18 comments|post comment

[01 Oct 2007|10:16am] pothead cokehead alcoholic I don't even know yet post comment

[12 Aug 2006|10:11am] i really don't want to be here anymore. just to know what i had and that it doesn't even want to be around anymore is killing me faster than i ever could imagine. imagine yourself going through so much shit, so much love, just to end. just for it to end at all sucks. but for eveything to end like this and to tear me apart. if you've been calling me. don't. i don't want contact with anyone. i don't want to put you in the brunt of me. post comment

[25 Jan 2006|07:59pm] happy birthday robbie biggs 6 comments|post comment

[27 Nov 2005|08:10pm] East faith day that hour post comment

[10 Nov 2005|06:01pm] o ya, i need someone to go with to converge/darkest hour/red chord show on sunday at the alley. I'm going to the afternoon show, so i can go to the bled/thrice that evening. any takers? i'm desperate..i'll pay for you ticket if you have no cash, i have b-day money still so i'm feeling generous. hit me up. 954 298 8069 post comment

[20 Sep 2005|12:16am] HEY KIDS it's suicide awareness week! 9 comments|post comment

[18 Sep 2005|05:59pm] happy birthday errca 2 comments|post comment

[12 Sep 2005|10:34pm] </a 3 comments|post comment

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monthly update...on the 12th, notice the pattern...? [12 Oct 2004|09:13pm] [ mood | in a pink mood ] school is going pretty well. i think i have pretty good grades. cristian and i aren't together anymore. sorry to disappoint so many who had high expectations...enough said about that. been hanging out a lot with jillian. we go on joy rides. it's fun. she's a lot more relaxed and friendly now. i like it. i feel more relaxed as well. No worries. I'm able to do what I need to do this year. Things just seem more obtainable. perhaps because i just believe in myself more, and I believe in myself to do certain things more so than other times? WHATEVA! I love bianca. she's such a beautiful person. People need to see that more. I find myself caught in between 2 forces and i'm not sure which one i want to lean in to. did i mention i'm such a slut? why i thank you!::laughs cheesy-ish:: 5 comments|post comment

[12 Sep 2004|09:48pm] it's been awhile.. everythings ok...i guess.. jsut one though ti'd like to put down. i don't think the friendships and relationships i have with people that i value, are valued as much if at all by the other people...i dunno..just always feel lik i'm a black sheep, shunned from the crowd, only there b/c i called so people feel like that have ot hang otu with me.. w.e... peacee 1 comment|post comment

[12 Aug 2004|09:36am] i'm going to see cristian today! i'm going to see cristian today! HOORAY! HOORAY! yes..i am..I'm happy..to see..cristian..hopefully..it.. won't..be..the last.. time..before..school..starts.. WWEEEEHHOOOO!!! post comment

[08 Aug 2004|06:21pm] it's not over. a break. he's thinking. what is there to think about? not being afraid. afraid of what? my stomach hurts. i feel like barfing. i feel like ..vomit... *sigh* i'm sitting...waiting... i'm good at that..waiting.. i'll jsut wait to die then. 1 comment|post comment

[03 Aug 2004|08:50am] warped tour was o so awesome!! i saw: Anti-Flag Taking Back Sunday SugarCult Story of the Year Coheed and Cambria Rufio and... Yellowcard!! (not in that order) I heard Flogging Molly from a distance and they sounded cool so i wanna buy one of their albums. and i'm sorry.. No, i did not see NOFX! sadly I thought the sugarcult concert was the NOFX concert. yet Sugarcult still satisfied my craving..they were great.. yellowcard show was great! i talked ot the violinist afterward and he plays on a Zeta VIOLIN! and he signed my PANTS!! he was soo cool. i wish i could've asked him all the questions i wanted to ask him but i was soo "---" because he was standing alone with me talking to me and all i am is a stupid music geek. teehee. Every member of Rufio signed my pants. YEE! coheed awesome robbie was abotu to go ghey on me. he was about ready to bounce on claudio(?) the lead singer. haha robbie is great. sepaking of robbie, i saw him and carmien and krysta at warped tour. I also saw some girl from FYO, Lauren Bennet, Orren, and Bernie. I didn't see tonino though. but he called me after that was cool! um...i'm done..i don't think i'll be updating until somehting interesting comes up again. (school is in less than 2 weeks!!) 2 comments|post comment

[30 Jul 2004|06:18pm] so i've been back for about 2 weeks now. i've seen cristian a few times. my cousin and his friend from switzerland are here, and i've gone to the beach the past 2 days with ally. i have my tint back in my skin which is nice. TOMORROW...I'mGOING TO WARPED TOUR!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee woooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!! for orren-"EXXTREME!!!" ok so...i'll update about my WARPED TOUR experience sunday or something... post comment

"mama i'm coming hhooommmeeee!!!!" [16 Jul 2004|01:59pm] so tomorrow i end my amazing indiana adventure and come back to my sunny florida. haa...i've had alot of laughs, and i think i've improved and learned alot. I've worked on the entire Suite Hebraique by ernest Bloch. I was invited to play a solo for a student recital and didn't get horribly nervous. i've lived through a very exciting tornado warning where i was stuck in the cafeteria. i've made really great friends from Wisconsin, Kansas, Hawaii, and others in florida, and all over the world, like spain and my mom's country of switzerland. it really sucks that i'm not going to see rachel anymore. i keep thinking for some reason that she's entering as a freshmen at new world next year. bleh...it really sucks.i wanna take her back hoem with us!! but in the end, i'm kinda glad to be coming home. my parents both got new cars and cell phones (camera phones!) so i have that to look forward to. and i really can't wait to see cristian. thats the main reason i'm excited. i want to see cristian real badly. my mom doesn't understand that though. so w/e. but yet, surprisingly enough i'm excited to see my parents too. hopefully i'll make them proud with the improvement i've made. we'll see. i played a recital this morning too. ok well i'm off. i have to go see other peoples recitals now...see you when i get back. 1 comment|post comment

[28 Jun 2004|03:41pm] so here i am in indiana. it's pretty cool...jillian was sooo wrong about all the druggie, drunk, and horny people here. um..my viola teacher is ok. i'm working on the bloch, which is the piece vivian played. i've been trying hard to talk to cristian everyday. the phone only does so much. i really miss touch and sight. bleh...well i have a lesson at four which is in about 15 minutes... hm..i should get warmed up huh? well anyway. my room mate is cool but we don't hang out or see much of each other. i just hang out with renee, RACHEL(a new friend), christine, and my old pal chloe. so i guess i should get going... o ya...heard about the whole mikel and ashley thing. but ashley who? i dunno who she is. but either way, i just don't think everybody should hate him for a personal choice he made. though it did mak eme lose some ALOT of respect for him. thats my soapbox on that. so i'm off. -fin- 1 comment|post comment

[14 Jun 2004|01:42pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | blondie-rapture ] so summer so far hasn't been too exciting. i did go over lauren and allys on friday and saturday. that was fun. Kill Bill was actually good, the previews had me fooled. um..i think i'm going to be seeing cristian tomorrow night. had a strrange dream last night. but w/e... if i told you everything it would be over,so what you don't know won't hurt you. right? i'm going to indiana on SATURDAY for the string academy. then it's practice practice practice for 4 weeks. o ya, i played my first solo with an orcehstra yesterday. it went pretty well. fleischman seemed pleased, except i missed an entrance. haha, i'm not pissed at myself for doing that for some reason but w/e. i think it was actully kinda funny. anywhoot.. i've been listening to alot of c.d's i haven't listened to in like a year. cute huh? well off ot find somehting to do... 1 comment|post comment

interesting... [12 Jun 2004|02:55pm] this is very interesting. post comment

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